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Revision

Read my very own writing, 


Felt like a total, stranger, to me, 
my past, and present

Brain has not been fully functioning lately, 
couldn't blame the cholesterol level nao as it's been a past issue
I guess,
it's the comfort i've received so far, since leaving my solitude in the lion city


I need a break through
a great kick start

* * *


I've made the Entrance,
and next is to make a way through it.


* * *


If there is an examination on myself,
i probably would give it a pass;

Self history is a boring thing to learn anymore

Thus,
to make life more challenging,
lets not learn


We re-generate
a new self


Writing history is far more challenging than learning one



Every morning,


I believe

in love

fate

dream







Now will not be forever


Great feeling of painfully enjoying pain does not stay forever


2008








It disappears, when you try to catch

it will be gone, if you let it go

let go, and it will, come to you


想•看天,闭起眼,张开手,

exploration·of the air, of a new beginning

身,在城市中。


How do you know that is love

你怎么知道那是


他告你 "这"是爱 



相信爱并


我不能解释 因为我不知道


什么是真正的爱


What is love

2008

† SATurday † Work


Work, not for now, but destiny;
and destiny is for now.


* * *


Is okay 
† Biting lips ˚¬˚ †


* * *

† back to black hair †


SATurday † work † Pamelo wearing hairband

……
.˚¬˚.
˙†˙

..|..

等待...

的心情


* * *

是看见,
还是幻觉

不在这里, 不在那里


英文来说, 
就是 not here, not there



一个not here, not there的星期天

现在的心情就是not here, not there

需要工作, 却想尽办法做自己的事

所以一切,
就不在这里,
也不在那里;
除了就不在这里,
也不在那里


* * *


倒数着回家的日子,剩下十天

想家 。。



* * *



每每线上遇见朋友, 
都问新加坡的日子怎样

其实没怎样,反正习惯一个人,
只是梦想的渴望越来越强, 
想退休回家的愿望也越强。

工作还好吗?
其实也没怎样, 为着责任与一份不多不少的工钱留下来, 
打算干完这project就收山,好好修复灵魂

这里看得见许多我看不见灵魂的肉体,电车上尤其
每早大家都阅读着相同的在车站派发的免费报纸
十之八九个个发型相似,包包最常见经典LV与Coach,
还惊见限量版名牌包包-巴黎希尔顿 cum LV monogram
年轻美媚个个睫毛浓密半寸长
忙着看顾PSP的妈妈与七嘴八舌的死小孩比比皆是

这里的生活精彩得来又不见太大意义
花生流行看来是生活必要
不管高矮肥瘦, 总可找到一个适合的template。
保险财务顾问会告诉你这里的政府要人民存钱 
所以他们的计划相应政府的劳心,让您的退休日子稍微安枕无忧 (!)

得士叔叔说政府爱外资,本地人民生活不易
房租起得高,时常好心建议与工厂同事共租

说来,在这里时常被看穿是外来人士,开口就问是从中国那个省来哒?
白拜的羊毛逮鱼排酒是中国美媚
我骇是煤天戴误饭贺取吃哒弓厂妹哩~ 呵呵

侬小死宁啦~

还能挣到此时,
都全靠黑色幽默了事