B i p o l a r

It hurts

and I complained;

it doesn't seem to work

棉花恋

感觉恋爱像棉花

爱起来 大大蓬蓬的

因为时间的关系

我们必须compress过程

经过压缩  变得小小的

方便装进饼干盒 带我去打仗

棉 • 花 の 恋

+

♡

this kept lingered in my mind

it was the beginning of a break up story

living in

Honey asked me what is the purpose of life,

the answer just blurted out from me,

We just happened to have life,

we live, and then we die,

just like that

it makes no difference to the world.

But relations, make it never the same

I thought of the question, and the answer,

and believed to believe in believeness

Reason to be,

is the reason you make, to be

is about believe

and dream is to believe

and belief is to dream

What is the reason to be moved

Feeling

and what not to be

Feeling

something changes

Feeling

† Love † ♡ † (?)

does it mean, thinking of the same subject, again and again and again, for 24-7?

or is that a mere determination ?