2nd October 2008

be going out in the next half an hour for a meeting

(maybe not because BQ said 1 designer there should be all right)

felt suffocated

could not even think of walking to the office today

heart might get attacked any moment

i don't want to faint uglily on the pathway

feeling hurt in my eyes and ears

glad enough to be able to grab 2 hours of nap this morning and up to rush up proposal,

losing appetite, might not throw out anytime but will be good if i can do so infront of anybody

just to create more hazard/hustle?

trying to be in focus

feeling ˚¬˙ for now

thank goodness i survived until 1.38pm now

the world is beautiful

will be beautifurer i believe